It's a hard thing to feel used. That moment when you take honest stock of the situation and realize you've been stupid and gullible? Not a happy one. Mostly, I think you just feel embarrassed at first. In retrospect, it seems so clear...
But, there comes a point where you have to stop allowing yourself to play the part of the victim... because it's not quite honest. Eventually, the goal will become healing and growth and wisdom learned and moving on. When that's your goal, the anger cannot be where you stay, and you have to get up and look in the mirror. You have to take a good hard look at, not just the situation, but yourself. And you have to admit that you had a choice. Were things done to you? Yes... and they weren't right. But, somewhere along the way, you had a choice and you chose to devalue yourself enough that using you was a possibility.
You have to own that choice.
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